White Christmas aye?

I'm dreaming of a white, christmas...Just like the ones I used to know...

Oh, how true those lyrics are! And that may just continue being a dream for this year after all!! Black Christmas!! Is this what I am facing now??? 

Oh, yes, I TRULY AM!!

How can I live in such darkness?? Just trying to persuade someone whom i care, someone closest to me to go to church, it hurts that badly?? I'm not talking about my lover, but someone who is the closest to me!! You all should know what I mean!! I'm just trying my very best to invite her to church, for worship, is that any WRONG????

I said: Don't just o and see my show, if you are to come, come for the whole duration, and also for worship services after that !!

And then, this black christmas began. I started to have some characteristics which I never knew I had: Unpleasant, bad, evil... 

Well, ok. DAMN!!!

Now I finally knew that being a christian isn't that easy. Yes, it isn't THAT EASY!!

Black, Christmas!!

BLACK!!

BLACK!!

BLACK!!!!