Not Myself Today

I'm not myself today! I couldn't keep my cool, couldn't stay calm, and let my tenseion out loud! I still have the burning anger inside me! I really hope this blog will put my fire in ashes.
Its like this:
We had an agreement to pay RM5 each time we play badminton, which is once a week--fridays. So, there are 7 members, and there must be RM35 every week. If there are people who want to come and play once a while, he must pay RM5 as well. So, this guy--A, did not have enough cash that day and I helped him with RM2. Previously he owed me RM3, so he now owes me a total of RM5. Its already three weeks, and I still haven't received the money yet. And then, last week, he asked me to give him the tube of shuttles we bought together to play on a Saturday, which means an additional day for some of them. Well, how could I say no to him? So I just allowed, telling him to collect the funds which were not collected last week. So he said ok, and went off. Today, I wanted to collect it from him, but he said that he forgot to collect it! And he, hasn't paid as well! So this is why I am angry! He owes me, and owes the club money! He hasn't paid it, and his reply to me was :" We're friends, how can we be so calculative? Dont tell me you haven't forgot things before. IF not, you are not human!" He's mixing everything up, and blames me as well! WTF! To be calculative is a must, its money, hard earned money! And there's member B, who is owing the club RM15, and always says he's forgotten. C'mon, its just RM5 a week, and they can't pay up! And A says that he wants to bring more people to play today, and requests to rent a two court place, what nonsense! How am I going to trust him anymore in this sense! Him bringing more people will only lead to more debts! I am not able to subsidize them all for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My heart is on fire.
Its still on.